Posted by: allaboutcheryl | December 22, 2014

The Dark Side

I’d like to think of myself as a civil, hospitable person. Filled with goodness and Christian characteristics. Always striving to treat people the right way; the way that I would want to be treated. And for the most part, this is how I conduct my life, and my relationship with others.
But then, the other side of me will rear its ugly head. The darker side of me.
The side of me that takes over when I’m tired, hungry or frustrated.
Then my temper is short and my words are sharp.
I don’t mean to be like that.
But I don’t want to be bothered.
Don’t ask me any questions and please don’t ask me to do anything.
What I’ve learned is when I feel the other me, the Dark Cheryl, rising up, I need to remove myself. Just go to my room and shut the door, or go away from people until I can calm down and breathe again. It helps if I pray, meditate, or listen to Christian music.
Right now, I am having one of those episodes. So, I read my Bible, prayed and now am writing to further release.
I do feel better now.
I feel like I can go back among people and no one has to worry about what’s going to come out of my mouth.

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